Things so far....along the road

Down the road...things change.

Lots of my friends are already happily employed with their company of choice. Those who are back from overseas studies find themselves gainfuly employed within a quarter if things are looking up in the economy.

As for me, well; i'm introducing changes in my lifestyle. In the past, it used to be aikido...aikido...aikido. Neverending. Else I would be thinking what kinda partner suits me the most. Pretty boring shit when I think back on the times.

Now, I think I preferring to act like a geek at home sometimes. Gazing through my 22-inch window @ home to the Internet, yeah its my new monitor...and playing with my PS2 on the screen. Ya know, I've a lot of games I have not touched nor completed since 2006 after I ORDed and wef from 2007, headed to Melbourne for further studies.

I sometimes find that spending my time cooped up at home seemingly makes me feel like a Agoraphobic person. But actually, I wanna go out, I wanna complete the To-do list I have in my head. I wanna sleep. Once i get into my room, there's a lot of stuff that starts swarming me.

• Should I sleep the day away?
• Should I read comics and spend the day away like a Geek in Cyberspace..?
• Should I go to the security forums/newsletters and start improving my GK..?
• Should I organize something and get hyped up with meeting new people..?
• Should I start/continue the book thats lying on my desk..?

Actually, everday when Im home - I get the 2nd option done most of the time. Then I start to feel and regret not completing the 3rd and last option when I look at the increasing amount of books I bought or told myself to read...then its evening, and I start wondering what would have happened if I just went out and met someone randomly? [option 4] I know, I know. Dangerous meeting some stranger or some weird chick. I've got my fair share, and what I can say is that danger is always omnipresent. I kinda gave up trying to BE CAREFUL. The word I have now is MITIGATE. Then night comes, my eyes start getting really heavy. Oh fark. Why didn't I take a good sleep on the comfy bed?

Argh. The options in life that one has to think off. Dammit. I guess while others are addicted to immoral products, I'm addicting myself to the comic book. I gotta pull myself outta the house. And here's the thing about women. Its not that desperate, but pls...I do find that the sudden shortage of female friends is abit....Disturbing. So who are the women in existence in my life right now? Really few to name, not even worth doing it.

So please. This is a STRONG message to my friends who keep saying that they will introduce someone. Just do it and stop boring me with your repeated excused introductions.

Zzzzz. Oh yeah. A classmate[Degenerated to] accquaintance just got voluntary resigned from her job. She believes that she did a good job, doesn't understand why her colleagues disliked her. But well really...im not the only ones that you are irritating it seems to be. If this keeps happening...maybe its time to look at your own personal hygiene/conduct/altitude towards others.

Good night. Blog. Sweet Dreams People. Oink.